An Open Letter from a Lady who is about to have an Abortion(Advice Needed)

Some see pregnancy as a blessing while others view it as discomfort, a lady who said she is pregnant has taken a bold step to write this emotional open letter to the "Little Thing"
she'll never meet nor call her kid.

"Dear Little thing,

I can feel you in there. I've got twice the appetite and half the energy. It breaks my heart that I don't feel the enchantment that I'm supposed to feel. I am both sorry and not sorry. I am sorry that this is goodbye. I'm sad that I'll never get to meet you. You could have your father's eyes and my nose and we could make our own traditions, be a family. But, Little Thing, we will meet again. I promise that the next time I see that little blue plus,
the next time you are in the same reality as me, I will be ready for you.

Little Thing, I want you to be happy. More than I want good things for myself, I want the best things for the future. That's why I can't be your mother right now. I am still growing myself. It wouldn't be fair to bring a new life into a world where I am still haunted by ghosts of the life I've lived. I want you to have all the things I didn't have when I was a child. I want you to be better than I ever was and more magnificent than I ever could be. I can't do to you what was done to me: Plant a seed made of love and spontaneity into a garden, and hope that it will grow on only dreams. Love and spontaneity are beautiful, but they have little merit. And while I have plenty of dreams to go around, dreams are not an effective enough tool for you to build a better tomorrow. I can't bring you here. Not like this. 

I love you, Little Thing, and I wish the circumstances were different. I promise I will see you again, and next time, you can call me Mom."

Dear poster, I strongly believe that there is a reason for everything, that kid you are about to take his/her life might grow up to be your survior, God is not stupid when he planted the seed to bear in you. Don't take that kid as a disturbance to you, don't flush the kid.